It’s the 2nd week in a row that I don’t go out on a Friday night. I know that it sounds ridiculous or awfully attention seeking… But it had been a really stressful 2 week for me. I’ve started to feel like I’m flaming out. And I don’t want to flame out. I want to feel the adrenaline in my body as I juggle between classes and library and party and gym and music an other stuff. But now…. I feel like… Although being surrounded by lots of people, I’m starting to feel empty, lonely, and sad. And I’m frustrated you know… I hate feeling that way. Because generally, I’m a very happy funny guy. But now I realized that once I feel a bit moody, I’m actually bad at hiding it. The whole world, or at least those who care, will know.. You what… I feel like sitting down in a corner, and curl up like a ball, and cry alone…. Maybe a good long cry will help. I hope.